i shouldnt still love you

when the dream come true
and if i am not up to you
i shouldn't still love you

when i talk to you
it should be according to you
so i shouldnt still love you

when i say  you are the one
 you ask me t o find someone
so i shouldnt still love you

the day we meet up
you ask for a break up
so i shouldn't still love you

when i look for an option to get yes
you look for a reason to say no
so i shouldnt still love you

when i say you are unique
you say ,so we have nothing in common
so i shouldnt still love you

when i say hi
you look for the time to say bye
so i shouldnt still love you

i look for whom to blame
i found my name
so ilost the game

better luck next time

dream girl

when you come down
sun goes down
heart beat slow down

are you an illusion
icant come to a conclusion
this leads me to confusion

i doubt my self
try to behave myself
but still lost my 'self'

i dont know whats wrong with me
my heart is not with me
my heart why dont you consider me

thinking of you night and day
i dont know what to say
i dont know how to convey

how to tell you
that i still love you

whats so great about parents

whats so great about parents who brought up their children without free will,the ability to think independently,the ability to choose their ownpath.most of the parents program their children to function by their choice where the expected output will be according to parents mindset . they brainwash their children with all their principles,moral ethics,hpw to lead life ,get success,be happy with a determination to get pride of their children by the way they brought them up. so by the time the children grow up they already has the image of how to lead life which was not created by their own mind but the reflection of their parents.

in the current determined world how many of the parents promote individualism among their children, its not about doing things whatever he likes to do,its about neither being ruled by  someone nor ruling someone. its about ruling ones own mind.  . parents get satisfied by looking at the successful way you lead the life and your mind was programmed to pursuit the happiness in the way which they show you which was not real.

in this determined world one who acts according to his free will people call him mentally ill.so there is no point of waking up your free will when you are not ready to fight against all the odds.................i don't know what am i up-to so don't mind my mind

similarities b/n lover and boozer

when u are in love ur purse will be emptied
when u booze the same will happen


when u love more gives kick before marriage and headache after marriage
when u booze more gives kick in the night and hangover in the morning

when u r in love u talk more with ur love
when u booze u talk more with whom evr it is

when u fight  with ur love u look for a chance to unite
when u quit boozing for a while u look for a reason to booze

when u love more and gets rejected ur heaRT SHRINKS
when u booze more and more ur liver gets shrinks

when ur love is accepted u will be on cloud9
when u booze for the first time u feel the same

one who is in deep love will behave crazy
one who is over boozed does the same

even if a lover know that he/she doesnt love him/her anymore still he/she feels to talk/be with him/her
even if a boozer know that its very much harmful to booze he loves to booze more and more

one who wants to quit boozing and not able to quit people call him addicted to drinks
one who wants to quit loving his/her love and not able to do so what do people call him.....devdas  or addicted to love

one contrast thing is

one who is on drink almost say the truth
one who is in love needles to say.........

strange thinking

akira kurosawa was a great japanese director who made master pieces like roshomon ,seven samurai .....
akira kurosawa brother was heigo kurosawa  who was benshi(silent film narrator). he has a very different view on life and society. he always use to say that no man should live more than thirty years. and  he supports his statement like this, a man who starts living at the age of 20 will do the things either for himself  or to the society till the age of 30 and there is pride in him by doing so . after  30 he never does a thing to himself  or to the society and starts securing  the family . so people of that sort is of no use so they should die .  he commits suicide at the age of thirty as he lost his battle for the benshis rights against the government. and i had a different view on his idea ,what if everyone has the dead line of  30 yrs to live , imaginge the quality of life , does everyone live the life king size or keep worrying about the time line they have . i think every one will be self centered and do the things what they like.